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Hais

Weee! I get to eat lots of good food this week!!!!!!!!!

Monday- Manhattan fishie market w mich & lyn but ann didnt go ): Yay u bffs rock! Love u!

Tuesday- Waraku at Heeren w aunty cindy and ahma, thanks shuning for buying the stuffie for me!!! *SMOOCHES*

Wednesday-Ichiban w Keting’s family and my bro, shiok beef curry!

This saturday- Thai express w cg yays! (:

Nyaaa…time pass too fast lah! :’(

Some cny pics

The koi at my aunt’s house is uber HUGE! zomg!!! O_O

CD

Hehe..just started on Celestial Destroyer today. Quite a new beta mmorpg. Almost like perfect world game. I love the cheena songs and the graphics! (: Decided to go Ghost Trail Clan, and i sickeningly died 4 times before i finally talked to Mr. Ghost to get my job. The kuku monster dealt me 1 blow which killed me almost instantly. Gee… Faster level and get my new clothes and skills!!!!!!!!! )

I detest men who stay jobless because they refuse to take on anything lower than their expected salary and instead depend on charity and begging.

Everything sucks.

I feel so extremely disconnected this CNY. The first reason being my relatives adding on to my already guilty conscience for going to aus to study, and secondly is almost becoming murderous enough to swing the violin on my idiot of a brother’s skull because he refused to visit my ailing grandmum. I didn’t know why again i chose to go to melb, its not because i forgot to apply to ntu/nus or because aus has lots of angmohs or they got a wider range of course studies. And because im set to go there already, most of relatives extended relatives make passive comments and don’t seem supportive at all. In their minds they are thinking: Wa…go aus, got alot of $ hor… Truth is, im very poor, without any financial support from my ex-dad, my mum is the sole breadwinner. She’s worked 2 jobs from 5am to 11pm no off days except church day and she went to usa not because she married the angmoh but cos she can earn more for me over there. Most of her life savings already spent on me because of this aus thingy. I alr feel so guilty there comes the blackfaces and comments like ” Australians so dangerous, better not go.” or “U can study here, why go over to foreign place?” , hardly anybody says: Go for it, You can do it or sth. plus the fact that my grandmum from my ex-dad side is so old and weak she gets all the old people’s problems and becoming forgetful of our names and stuff, how can i have the heart to go? “Oh, u never know what happens in the 1 yr ur away.” I feel so wrecked and so terrible. I know i’ll have the regrets when she’s gone, sure gonna cry my eyeballs out. And then my heartless brother goes” Maybe later, maybe tomorrow, maybe next time when im FREE then i go visit. ” Hello? Reality check. How many tomorrows he thinks she’s left. How many times she asked me when i went over ytd and today ” Wheres Dennis?” I counted at least 6-8 times in the few hours. The freaking lazy shit. Is dota or recouping ur losses at mahjong or getting more angpao from people more important then your grandmother? Time is ticking, stop delaying! Make a simple fonecall and wish her happy cny also no time? Arghh…so mad i could chuck his mickey out of the window. Sometimes he resembles my ex-dad so much i really can’t tolerate it. Now he turns on me and scolds me back for lecturing him. Wtf?

Everybody asks ” Is your dad still taking $ from you? Have u seen his children? Is his wife your previous maid? How old are his kids? Is he working or not? Are his kids boy or girl?” What the…why ask me? I don’t even wanna know. Then i start to think back of the past and feel like a miserable wretch. Is it so hard to find genuine happiness?

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Ducky is dead. So are his fellow quacks. My ahma say its better to leave the heads on then during cny dinner if dont like can chop off. But why leh? Behead it before cny = no luck? poor ducky, ripped of feathers and blinded. What happened to the guts and tongue? how come they rip it out? but see already i no heartpain. Instead im eager to see what kind of dish it ends up in. Isit roasted crispy? Or black soy sauce? Heartless girl!! piakk!!!

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Guhhh…Audrey Ngo Had A Frightening Dream Last Night.

Dreamt that her HDB flat was haunted by vamps  spirits and zombies. She tried to escape by taking the elevator to Level 1 but it ended going down to B4 = Hell. (4: die!)

Now she’s having a Freaking Splitting Headache. Feels like sombody hammering nails into her skull like Freaking Frankenstein. Guhhhh…. ):

The Handsome Suit

Nyahhh! I wanna watch finish The Handsome Suit!!!! I watched 3/4way on the plane back to sg then the pilot announced landing. Gyahh! *tears hair out of head* Its so funnay lah! And the girl is super pwetty! The story sth about a restaurant owner who always fails in his love conquests cos hes very ugly. He hires this beautiful girl assistant which he immediately fell in love with. But due to his poor ego and many public discrimination, he ‘stumbles’ upon a salesman (secret motive) who gives him a suit that will make him incredibly handsome. Spoiler: If the suit gets in touch w/ hot water it’ll get disfigured and reveal his true self (so comes some funny action). The girl he initially hired quit because he confessed he loves her for her beauty. Then came another ugly but lovable girl which he hired. (Guess: I think its the first girl dressed up in her ‘ugly suit’ cos she really liked the ugly guy, but im nt sure). He becomes a model and has some problems balancing his ugly and handsome lives. Okayy thereafter i dunno already. Dying to know sia! AHHH! (4.5 stars!)

Happy II

(www.gettyimages.com) Adorable houses! ) Ahhhh so pwetty! GIBBONSIGH~

CNY~ CNY~ Ang bao na lai! Thinking, actually not alot of profit gain. Since give take situation, my mummy give them $ they gimme $ and my money is my mother’s $ o_o Im giving out the angbaos this yr in my mummy’s abscence. Woo! Want $ come to me! Saving all my cents so can gamble abit in mahjong…sniggers.